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Sunday, July 12, 2009

7 day master cleanse... starting tomorrow am

it's been a long fucking time... and still no changes.
i'm @ my highest weight EVER and obviously depressed as ever.
no one wants me... or anything to do with me.
i can't go on living like this...
if i don't change the way i am... i'll die.

so tomorrow i start my 7 day master cleanse... you know that "lemonade" diet. lemons, cayenne pepper, maple syrup diet.. complete with salt water flush & lax teas. awesome. it tastes pretty funky, but i won't be thinking about taste for a week... my body needs a cleanse, bad. I eat shit and it stays with me.... no wonder i'm so unattractive.

i'm scared for this week... i have to do this... no more postponing. i've been postponing my happiness... not ok.

so tonight i have my last couple drinks & drugs and then i'm off...

wish me luck

til tomorrow

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Wednesday, September 03, 2008

so much to lose... so little time!

so orientation is the 19th of sept...which means i have 16 lbs to make an impact on my weight loss. i don't want to just lose a few lbs i want people to notice.... a certain person but i want to make a really good impression on everyone at my school. i want everyone to say wow, she's gorgeous.. AND thin! i know that won't happen but i just want to motivate myself little more. i saw some old pictures of me from a few years ago.... probably 30 lbs lighter and i looked so much better! i want to be there again.. THAT'S my motivation! along with my man....

*I WILL exercise tomorrow (either a run, swimming, a hike or all)
*I WILL NOT eat crap tomorrow ... like i have the past few days
*I WILL drink lots of water and green tea
*I WILL update thinspo to help motivate me when i feel weak
*I CAN lose some serious weight in the next 2 weeks if i work for it

wish me luck!
xoxo

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Thursday, August 21, 2008

I'M BACK!

HEY LOVES! i'm finally back! I had to take a hiatus cause... i was at a VERY serious acting school in NYC! for the summer. i love love love LOVED it and had my own appt on the upper east side. i'm back home for a few weeks and then moving back to the city. i've lost quite a bit of weight cuz i was walking EVERYWHERE , had a 3rd fl walk up and was taking dance classes. BUT i'm still fucking fat and want to lose a drastic amount before I go back. I'm kind of with this guy... alex. we've been dating for almost a month... he's spent like 3-4 days at my place just playing "house" as he calls it! lol... basically i'd go off to class and he'd stay home and make me food that i'd pretend to eat it... while smoking a lot of weed! lol perfect summer. but i need my discipline back. i need to be thin for alex. i want to be the perfect girlfriend to him. ugh. here we go again.... kinda glad to be back. missed u loves!
xoxo
stay strong

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Wednesday, June 25, 2008

10 lbs in 3 days...

my beautiful, skinny cousin tried this diet for THREE days and lost 10 fucking lbs... so obvi i'm gonna try it!
day one:
B-- protein shake (100 cals)
L-- protein shake & fruit
D-- salad/ veggies with chicken or fish
day two & three:
FRUIT every 2hrs or when hungry
until D-- protein shake & a salad

... i mean its not a breakthru diet... obvi i'm gonna lose fast if all i'm "eating" are protein shakes that burn fat. sooo i'm gonnna give it a try and let you know how it goes... i just want to be tiny.

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Monday, June 16, 2008

back on track... day 1

all around good day.... just not enough liquids .. at all! so my goal for tomorrow is to have a liquid intake of 6-8 cups water 4 cups green tea (hot & cold). i think the neg cal liquids help me with cravings.
Today's Intake
B- eggwhites
L- 5 meatballs
D- sausage & veggies
S-strawberries
... i feel really good about it, but i still haven't gotten back into exercising (except some lunges/squats to help with toning) UGHH i need to get off my fat lazy ass.... eating healthy won't get me the results i want to be seeing..... i've got to work the fat off! i MUST go on a run tomorrow!

Thanks for the love & support girls! ur the best! Stay strong

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